Do we really know what is best?
The RaMCHaL (very interesting life story) in his work "Messilas Yesharim" gives us a guide to follow in order to do what Hashem wants from us. He starts the introduction by stating..
"I have written this work not to teach men what they do not know, but to remind them of what they already know and is very evident to them, for you will find in most of my words only things which most people know, and concerning which they entertain no doubts. But to the extent that they are well known and their truths revealed to all, so is forgetfulness in relation to them extremely prevalent. It follows, then, that the benefit to be obtained from this work is not derived from a single reading; for it is possible that the reader will find that he has learned little after having read it that he did not know before. Its benefit is to be derived, rather, through review and persistent study, by which one is reminded of those things which, by nature, he is prone to forget and through which he is caused to take to heart the duty that he tends to overlook."
"I have written this work not to teach men what they do not know, but to remind them of what they already know and is very evident to them, for you will find in most of my words only things which most people know, and concerning which they entertain no doubts. But to the extent that they are well known and their truths revealed to all, so is forgetfulness in relation to them extremely prevalent. It follows, then, that the benefit to be obtained from this work is not derived from a single reading; for it is possible that the reader will find that he has learned little after having read it that he did not know before. Its benefit is to be derived, rather, through review and persistent study, by which one is reminded of those things which, by nature, he is prone to forget and through which he is caused to take to heart the duty that he tends to overlook."
The RaMCHaL is telling us that we as humans are forgetful and that we are in need of a constant reminder. He is specifically talking about his work, that it must be read over and over to actually profit, and truly learn; but surely there is a general lesson in his words. A person who is well learned in a certain part of Torah must continue to learn over and over again the same thing. The Torah asks of us to constantly keep learning over and over again, even repeating the same things, as it is written in Pirkei Avot 3.10, "Rabbi Dostai ben Yannai said in the name of Rabbi Meir: He who forgets one word of his study, Scripture regards him as though he was liable for his life". We must then constantly look to the Torah to bring us up and to enlighten us. We can never consider ourselves as though we have finished learning something, and that we have accomplished something. We can not expect that we will finish a task to its utter completion in this world. Like it is said in Pirkei Avos 1.3
"Do not be like slaves who serve the master in order to obtain a reward. Rather, be like slaves who serve the master not to receive a reward. And let the fear of Heaven be upon you."
We are in a constant battle and we must look somewhere for a guide. We learn Torah so that we can be enlightened and so that we can become closer to Hashem and doing what He wants of us. Therefor I conclude that we do not know what is best for us or our children, we must look into a guide in order to do things right, or better at least. If the Torah teaches us how to be better and grow, than we must look into it to teach us about parenting. We must not let our senses guide us in this formidable task. Our senses and feelings are most likely engraved in us from our experiences and childhood, and just because they "feel right" does not necessarily make them the right. So every time that we are frustrated, and our child is pushing all the right buttons, we should be careful how we react.
Who are our children and what is our responsibility towards them and Hashem in parenting?
We normally have feelings of possession towards our children and this is normal. This are emotions that help us to sympathize with our kids, do our best around them and most importantly, protect them. But sometimes we get confused and forget the real importance of our mission. It is important to understand that our children are NOT our possessions! They are souls which Hashem has entrusted us with to raise and take care of them. Parents who have failed to understand this have troubles accepting when they children grow up and want to take paths different than what the parents intended for them. The understanding of this fact will allow us to do a better job and here is how. A parent who can let go of possession will have an easier time realizing that he does not have to raise the child to be a copy of him. When we know the child belongs to Hashem, then we have an obligation to look beyond our nature and to do what is needed for the child.
This brings us to our responsibility towards them. We are now in a much more serious situation. Hashem has trusted in us, and blessed us with a SOUL to take care of. Will we just do what we feel like? Or will we take a second look and the Torah and see, maybe there is something that needs to be changed in both me and the child.
The quick answer is YES WE ARE. The reason for that is because the child is here. The Creator has chosen to bless us with the particular child we have, and He surely has done so because we are perfect for the job. As long as we keep in mind that we are in a sacred mission, we have the right attitude to change. Once we have understood this, now we must make the effort to make a change. The RaMCHaL writes
" the fact that a man possesses the knowledge and the reasoning ability to save himself and to flee from the destruction of his soul, is it conceivable that he would willingly blind himself to his own salvation? There is certainly no degradation and foolishness worse than this. One who does this is lower than beasts and wild animals, whose nature it is to protect themselves, to flee and to run away from anything that seems to endanger them. One who walks this world without considering whether his way of life is good or bad is like a blind man walking along the seashore, who is in very great danger, and whose chances of being lost are far greater than those of his being saved. For there is no difference between natural blindness and self-inflicted blindness, the shutting of one's eyes as an act of will and desire."
We cannot not let ourselves be like the beast which runs away from danger when it is scared. We must study ourselves and our situation and change.
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